When I was 11 I learned to fly.
That’s when I started
horseback riding
I was chubby
and not at all athletic
but I got on a horse
and I could FLY
There was nothing better.
I wasn’t a natural
I took lessons
I struggled to balance,
to post,
to keep my hands soft,
to keep heels down, eyes up
But somehow the struggles
on top of a horse
were challenges I wanted
Unlike the struggles
in gym class
to throw and hit a ball,
to climb a rope,
to run a mile,
that humiliated me
Because riding
I was never alone.
It was never them against me,
the horse with me.
It was us, and we could fly.